Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Damn can a N**** catch a break?

Let’s start off what does it means to be “Like A Winding Sheet”? I had no idea what this while I was reading the story. “Winding sheet” gives a symbolic effect on how black people are privileged to sleep on a white sheet. In this case, I think that Johnson is privileged to be able to live in a white society. However, he runs into countless times where he is discriminated against or treated differently by a white person. He tries his best to do right and to have other people look pass his “color of his skin”. He wants to be treated like a normal person, but three times in the story, his patience is tested.

The main character Johnson reminds me an average low class African American that is trying to motive himself to constantly go to work to a job that he does like, low pay, and the labor is crazy on his legs. He's been at his job for two years and continues to make improvements for the employees. He knows how sore his legs get every morning and that makes it harder for him to start off his day.  However, “my guy has the same problem that I have”. He tends hold all his grudges inside because he does not know how to handle it and properly release or deal with it.

Johnson’s first encounter with negativity was when he was late to work. Johnson works during the late evenings at a plant ran by Mrs. Scott. Mrs. Scott doesn’t like when Johnson is late so she went off on him. Mrs. Scott says to Johnson, "And the niggers are the worst. I don't care what's wrong with your legs. You get in here on time. “I'm sick of you niggers” (1499). Personally, I think that going off on him was not called for. Johnson is already suffering from leg problems and yet he does not let that stop him from making that chicken!! Mrs. Scott called Johnson a “nigger” and ya’ll already know that should have went!!! Mrs. Scott says to Johnson, Johnson refrains from putting his hands on his boss and took the short. Back in the day, African Americans struggled to get a job therefore I understand why Johnson did not put his hands on her. He would have gotten fired and would not have been able to take care of himself and his lovely wife!

Johnson’s second encounter was with the coffee lady at the coffee shop. After the encounter with his boss on his tardiness, Johnson wanted to ease his mind and buy himself a coffee. Next thing you know the lady says “there will not be anymore coffee for a while” (1502). After hearing that he probably have the straightest face of disbelief. This also reminded me of the movie “Hidden Figures” directed by Theodore Melfi. In the movie Katherine Johnson wanted to get some coffee the next morning at work in her office. When she walked over where the coffee mugs were, the other workers gave her small mug which had a label on it saying “blacks only”. Katherine worked in a mostly white environment. At the time, blacks were only allowed to work as “computers” and there were rarely promoted while working for NASA. Katherine knew that she was going to experience some sort of racisim in her job culture, but that did not stop her from giving her 100% to her job. This is similar to Johnson who give his 100% but is pushed to test his patience at different moments.

Lastly, after a long, exhausting, and racist B.S. day, Johnson is on his way home to see his beautiful wife. (Pause), ladies when a man had a long day at work and see that he’s tired go and comfort your man and make him feel appreciated when he gets home. Now Johnson arrives at his house and ends up arguing with his wife. Throughout the argument she eventually says, “You’re nothing but an old hungry nigger trying to act tough.” (1503). (Pause again), Men do not like when their manhood is being tested. Men are supposed to be strong and the provider of the family. However, his manhood was being tested all day, especially by all women that make it even worse.

After everything that happened to Johnson he recognize the red lip stick that his boss was wearing when he was late for work and also now that I think about it, it was kind of her fault why he was late to work in the first place. Johnson snaps and goes crazy on his wife and starts to hit her countlessly. I’m not saying Mae deserves to get beating up, but in the story it did not tell us when Johnson stopped beating his wife Mae. I feel like that represents how today in society that everyday woman constantly get abused my males and that African American constantly deals with everyday racism and it hasn’t stopped yet.  

Steven E.



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